making myself sad.. feeling sad that everything's coming to an end. Actually it's only one thing ending, but feeling really sad for that. Been playing pieces learnt in the past 2 years, memories dug out from the back of the brain back to the front. Music has a great way of storing memories, and I like storing in it. From the 1st piece A Whole New World, to the last, which I don't even dare to play cos it has some weird stuff stored in it. Sad, it's all coming to an end. Was thinking on the way back just now, after June life will be so sad, study, study and study. Might have a bit more free time, but most prob it'll be used for studying and working on essays and research on unis. Really considering signing up for something, make life a bit more interesting, have something to look forward to.

anyway, Maths test today, confirmed fail. Quite shocked by myself, couldn't do anything, skipped everything, careless everywhere. Won't be surprised if i get a single digit. sorry, will pull the class msg down quite a bit, i think. Guess it's my attitude towards school nowadays, not taking any test seriously, touching and doing first revision day before test.. haiz

quite a bad day compared to yesterday's slight euphoria.

It feels great to reminisce, to soak in yesterday's fond memories, at the same time it's great to dream about what'll happen tomorrow. The only bad time is the present. Guess I'll live in dreams.

"The future is an opaque mirror. Anyone who tries to look into it sees nothing but the dim outlines of an old and worried face."
~Jim Bishop, New York Journal-American, March 14, 1959

"Events in the past may be roughly divided into those which probably never happened and those which do not matter."
~William Ralph Inge (1860 - 1954)

"Live neither in the past nor in the future, but let each day's work absorb your entire energies, and satisfy your widest ambition."
~Sir William Osler (1849 - 1919), to his students