screwed

i'm not getting a housing contract cos my statement of intent to register was lost in the mail when i first sent it and my second one arrived later than the deadline. I'm dead.. with their efficiency and my luck, I won't get anything settled before i get there.. Reading blogs, and some pple are already counting down to the day they're leaving.. and i'm here, struggling to get my I20, struggling to get housing, struggling to get admitted to the school.. Why can't it be more like Wisconsin? so much more efficient.. irritant
somehow, the emails I sent to a* are received as spam.. but at least they still get to read it..
getting myself killed tonight seems the least of my problems right now..