was just reading yesterday in Newsweek about Google and GMail and wondering why I've nv seen gmail before, haha, Blogger is asking me to try GMail.

Rather hot-tempered lately, no idea why. Been getting really irritated with people like Alex and, not surprisingly, my mum. sigh. she always kana my tantrums..

Been thinking quite a lot these few days, after the US uni talk and the AStar research talk. What do I want to do with the next few years of my life? Where do I want to be? Do I want to continue studying for the next 8 years? 8 yrs is a long time, that's from Pri 5 to now.. AStar scholarship is so attractive, but do I really want to study for the next 8 yrs continuously? I don't think the 6 yrs bond is that big a prob, cos AStar seems quite a nice place to work in.. And abt US unis, I need to do a lot more research before I can choose which ones to apply to.. and most prob, I won't have the time.

abt GP, didn't plan to write abt it but since HK mentioned it, yeah, it's the most frustrating subject around, cos I have absolutely no idea how to improve it and I don't know how my teacher can help me. And I know that he won't help me unless I ask him to, as in tell him what my problem is and ask for help. But the prob is, I have so many probs, don't even know which one to solve first.. help.

OK, dinner, no more blogging tonight.. Vox Stellarum tomorrow. Hope it's good.